Fantasy World

Though I know I shouldn't be typing English blogs anymore...

I just feel so sad, so weird, so unpredictable...

My brother's going to United Kingdom, but that doesn't really bother me.

Which bother me most are the art lessons I usually have.

Art, a subject which I like best, a subject which my talents lie, a subject which I could release all my sorrow, my pain, my burdens through it. During my art lessons, I had all the happiness that I wanted, all the interesting stuff that I needed.

During the lessons, nearly everyone call me a "big sister" there, as I've been learning there for the longest time, and I'm nearly the oldest in there. The smiles and laughs that everyone had on their face when they saw me, and all the happiness that we share...

I couldn't believe it anymore, I'm going to an upper grade now, and I'll leave them all -- all of them!!

I'm going to miss everyone of you, even the teachers, I had such a great time with everyone!!

I just wanted to cry!  I just wanted to scream!  It feels really painful at the thought of leaving everyone... 

I don't want to leave that art class. No matter where I am, the art lessons will always be part of my memory, the only part that I will remember for the rest of my life. I feel aloof and desolate. I couldn't believe it.

I just wanted to calm myself right now....