Fantasy World

I know, maybe it's we girls who always feel like this.

We say things which we don't really mean it, but still others could never see through us, can this be called an "invisible" irony...

I had  told someone that something didn't matter, but deep inside, I know it matters, it matters so much.

Maybe I hope that I could forget about it when you and I try not to mention about it.

Yet, my faith in you dropped after what you'd done... But still, I'd only told you that I didn't mind it at all...

Something which matters so much, I've tried to keep it as something of my own, but you... 

The things I tell you often represents the level of friendship we have. The more I tell you, the closer we are. The less I tell you, the farther we are. So please treat the things which I told you as my faith in you, they are not rubbish and nonsence.

If you have done something against it, my faith in you so as our friendship will be affected.

Like now, you've done that thing, all I could say is sorry, no one can help it. Things have already happened, a wall between us will be built, and you can do nothing about it, nor can I.

Nothing more to say, I guess...