Fantasy World

I still remember a sentence which I saw a few months ago -- "Though I'm smiling, I'm crying inside." (something like that)

She is always laughing in front of us. Her innocent eyes show no signs of fear or hopelessness. Her laugher is somehintg that we hear every day, every minute, every now and then. But no one knows that no matter how much she laughs and no matter how happy she seems to be, she might be really desperate in the inside.

I don't know if it was true, but I seemed to not convinced in believeing in it. Whenever people talk about her, all I could think of is her smiling face and her laughter, and how she loves anime and comic. But none of "those", none of the things we saw today.

I know she won't she reading this blog, but still, I hope somehow she could feel that everyone besides her care for her. She is and will never be left alone. So don't do it, I don't want to see an empty seat standing somewhere in front of me, I don't want to see the crying faces of our class, I don't our class to be torn apart. Your smile, your laughter will always be part of our class. 3Y will never be a class without you. You are part of 3Y, part of the society, you are not useless....

I know that there are always times when people are really unhappy, I certainly have those times too. But please don't forget that we're always there, and everything has its solution.

So, "PLEASE DON"T DO IT" , "PLEASE DON'T" "PLEASE DON"T DO THAT. WE DON"T WANT TO LOSE YOU"...