Fantasy World

呵呵，我昨天很成功地顯出我冷血的本色，um…是昨天還是今天呢，因為那時已是凌晨兩點了。

我 X乂Y 的弟弟睡了我愛的沙發上，keke...所以當我作完那無聊卻費了我三小時的 melody writing 後，我…打呀，踩呀，踢呀，拉呀，再打呀，踩呀，踢呀，拉呀，再再打呀，踩呀，踢呀，拉呀…

直至弟弟坐在發上，我再擺了姐姐的模樣，說：「抵死la，叫你唔好睡在沙發 ga la！起床呀！」他好像沒有反應似的，所以我就打呀，踩呀，踢呀，拉呀…直至他自己回房睡覺，而我就將沙發據為己有。 ( 其實我覺得他當時很想 X 我，只是累得甚麼力氣也沒有了)

今天早上，弟弟自言自語地說：「我的手很痛呀！」

媽媽問：「點解？」

弟弟回答：「不知道呀！」

而我當然在旁陰陰地笑la...

但最奇的是，媽媽沒有問弟弟為何他回了房睡覺…keke…好采…好采…

I haven't been writing English blogs lately, maybe i just don't feel like it, until today..

I don't know. I was wandering in Wan Chai in the evening, trying to reach my destination, but i feel like I don't have a destination at all. It seemed that it would be fine wherever and whenever I walk.

SInce today's math lesson, i has slept in class right in front of the teacher.

Actually, I wasn't really sleeping in the first few minutes, I was crying. I was just trying to hide so that no one knows, and I'm sure that not many people who knows me will  read this blog, so it's alright to write in here. During my Maths lesson, my tears ran out, but  I didn't make a noise, and only pretend that those were only the tears of tiredness.

I know I've worked, but why isn't the effort that you've put into a subject directly proportional to the marks you'll get? Why?

The Education Bureau always says," Marks doesn't really matter when you're learning." Ha!

That's absolutely a lie. Can i just tell the school that I love a particular subject but score very low in it and still study it in the future? That's of course a "no"!!!

Then what are they talking about? Everything actually just depends on your marks -- everything!!! The way how I'm respected at home, the way how mum treats me, of course your further studies also depend on it. Can you study an university when you don't have enough marks? Can you...?

Sorry, I'm just too emotional -- i can't even control myself.

xxxxxx, I'm going to pick you up again and let you see my fate...