Fantasy World

A year... has it passed already?

Between my fingers it rushes by, I couldn't grab hold of any of it.

A total of 365 days... how have they passed?

With tears, smiles, anger, laughters, hatred and love.

I could still mention all the things happened in these days, yet I don't have that feeling again.

They are only incidents which don't concern me.

They were memorable only at that time, and now, they pass by me as some strangers.

A farewell to Form 3, and a farewell to many.

A farewell to my friends, a farewell to the old DGS campus, a farewell to the present.

We are stepping on a new road, where we will get separated, and that is what I fear most.

We are all at the cross where we must take different paths, and which will lead to different ends. Though the roads might meet one day, we will only walk pass as if we do not know each other.

Even if the roads do meet, we have to continue to walk... I hate to say good-byes, but i know this is for real.

All i could say is that I'm scared and afraid, my mind is mingled up with images of separation.

I know it would come, sooner or later. But I really don't want it to come this year, just when everyone is so close to each other... just when everything feels so right.

I don't want to to change, and leave me in the new place where I have to face a new whole world again...

其實，我現在也只有兩個夢想，不是做醫生或律師，根本與學業無關。

但是，我開始發現，這兩個夢想只是妄想…

就算要實現，也不知要最少十幾年後。

我不想等，而且也不知這兩個妄想會不會實現…

若果我等了，而夢想又不能成真，那我為何要等？

若果我沒等，而去尋其它的目標，但夢想便因而不能成真，那我又該如何？

唉…沒有做數的腦總是在胡思亂想，想阻止，又不能，好討厭…討厭…