A year has nearly passed...

21/06/09

本題目發表於六月 21st, 2009 ( 00:11:57 ) | 並發表到 Journals.

A year... has it passed already?

Between my fingers it rushes by, I couldn't grab hold of any of it.

A total of 365 days... how have they passed?

With tears, smiles, anger, laughters, hatred and love.

I could still mention all the things happened in these days, yet I don't have that feeling again.

They are only incidents which don't concern me.

They were memorable only at that time, and now, they pass by me as some strangers.

A farewell to Form 3, and a farewell to many.

A farewell to my friends, a farewell to the old DGS campus, a farewell to the present.

We are stepping on a new road, where we will get separated, and that is what I fear most.

We are all at the cross where we must take different paths, and which will lead to different ends. Though the roads might meet one day, we will only walk pass as if we do not know each other.

Even if the roads do meet, we have to continue to walk... I hate to say good-byes, but i know this is for real.

All i could say is that I'm scared and afraid, my mind is mingled up with images of separation.

I know it would come, sooner or later. But I really don't want it to come this year, just when everyone is so close to each other... just when everything feels so right.

I don't want to to change, and leave me in the new place where I have to face a new whole world again...

5 個回應到「A year has nearly passed...」

lack of passion [遊客] 發表於: Jun 21st, 2009, 00:34

same here
it's really depressing
especially when we played yesterday
as a group
joyfully and merrily
i don't want to part
i hate saying goodbye
let's hope we can get into the same classes

神樂 [遊客] 發表於: Jun 21st, 2009, 02:33

aiya let's play together again la
and you took the quiz in facebook saying your eq is high=.= you feel so down lor
and oops sorry, i will not be the same class with you lor coz i am too bad and cannot study math module 2 lor aii
and you mom asked you to take pics but you said no... we should have taken more lor=.=

Piscies [遊客] 發表於: Jun 21st, 2009, 11:38

Pictures do not mean anything to me.They only bring up memories, which will only let me believe the best is always behind.
They are memories, they will never happen again. And memories always hurt, when you know how desperate and scared you are.
Moreover, 神樂. It's not the first time i have heard "we're going to play together again". And that's what I fear most.
It's only a promise which we will break, sooner or later, until we stare at each other as if we were just passing by. It's a promise that no one can keep, for time always washes away relationships between people. And that's what I hate and fear, yet that's what always happen when we get separated.

seekin' [遊客] · http://openbooknet.com/blogs/u/find/ 發表於: Jun 21st, 2009, 16:27

actually what is the point of being scared and afraid?....
if you always spare time in worrying what you think you need to worry about, you won't have time to enjoy what you never think you can and could enjoy in your life.